New Mission

So I have returned from my therapist today, bleary-eyed and determined...

I want to dig deep and remember and write down what happened... What my feelings were... With my sexual abuse...

It is so hard to let those feelings come to the surface...

But I meant to go back and read what I wrote about my abuser.  My older cousin did some things to me.  I may have removed the information from this website simply because I wanted to focus on NPD and less on the Pedophile.

Now I will have to bring this stuff out again.  Fresh.  I will try to do this when no one is home.  I will try to do this on my own so I can process it without feeling I need to protect my husband.